2010年8月23日星期一

No poetic life

Placed on a shelf own poetry, the occasional look at recently, the last poem was written in 1985, from there the future, they no longer wrote a poem.

Although the life of hardship and when young, but the idea simple, concentric goodness, filled with vision, imagination. Every detail of life would be suggestive and exciting, poetic waves. Spring Thunder Waking of Insects, of all things recovery, good rain knows season, moisten things silently, flat out seeing a visitor Chushan Gu, very thick grass near Quewu. Summer night, look up the vault of heaven, in the span of the galaxy to find cows Weaver, day night cool bands such as water, to see cows lying Vega. Walking in the dark of night, with people and understand why the moon line, raise my eyes to the moon, which confused the dots on the moon, once wrote a poem: "Qionglouyuyu spring outside world, osmanthus wine news several times; For like the moon was a guest, Who knows what Wu Gang is the heart? "autumn wind blowing, swaying golden crop, is the empty mountains of new rain, the weather come late fall. Winter sky snow and distress: "sough strong westerly winds, winter's night beneath the bitter snow, Xiao Guanjie white office, capped cover fieldwork."

After aging, wear and life Williams, who has become proficient mice, poetry, and I slowly slipped away. City illuminated the night sky, the Milky Way never entered into my eyes. Niu Lang Weaver but hundreds of millions of light years away from stars, not Xianxin look. The moon hung in the sky, is still so round, but I know that in addition to crater, there was nothing she is also no. Middle of the night with sleepy eyes misty brew milk for the children, washing diapers for the children during the day, love poetry is no longer beautiful. Driving amazing passing and over, hear the birds chirping, evening dew will not stick to my clothes on. Only a parasol outside do not know when felled lost, do not feel the summer cicadas sing Land West, South crown off thinking to infringe. Dunshou in the gorgeous house, the number of deposits Festival with spittle, Chung is not what poetry is also up.

Farewell, my poem.

Barber shop cat

Yesterday, I went to the barber shop haircut. See the shop has a small black cat, lazily lying on the ground. My hair is a young man, very willing to talk. I asked him, this cat does not catch the mouse grasp. He said never mind, come in the store a few days before a mouse, everyone was very excited because cats finally come in handy. Then put the cat receive mouse hiding place, but the cat looked at the mice, trembling soso, would not approached. Seeing no, and from a neighbor hold over two cats, three cats together, strength in numbers (more than should be said that the cat is power) sooner or it could catch the mouse. The results let mice run away. I asked him what to eat normal cat, it is not greedy meat? He said usually to feed sausages, what trash. I, too, that the original cat food on the usual very good, with fish and meat, not worthwhile to find their own food to eat. Not practiced since childhood cat and mouse, or eaten a mouse, when the mice presented in front of know what to do when the. Over time, the mouse afraid of the cat, chances are would like to bite a cat a few mouthfuls of it.

Think again before seen a television program that is a base in Heilongjiang Province, a cage stocked with a tiger. In order to temper the wild tiger, caged feeders to put a goat. The results depend to a goat in front of Tiger when the goat was hit by a kick, while the tiger ran scared. From two animals get along, sheep in the cage, walked leisurely to Fangbu.

This shows that the animal's survival skills are not innate, there is to be trained into the. If human beings always take it upon themselves, not necessarily a good thing.

Point of view of happiness

Legacies of feudal, traditional Chinese family values or the men, the women stay home. Men work outside to earn money, handling foreign affairs, women were cooking and cleaning, feeding future generations, housekeeping. Happy to count on a woman to a man's body (in addition to a strong woman outside).

Subconsciously, women want their husband to come out ahead. In the past, men have to become an official, a noble status; Now, men want to be the boss, there is a house and car. Shot to be generous, gestures to have style. But all things are divided into two. Man brought the family wealth to bring happiness and status of women, but also brought the crisis. Men, money, standing, and social interaction on the many, often out to eat, bathe, have no place to spend more money, will, weak Pu could deviant trouble (I said might, not absolute), things to the negative direction. A business premises, in the past is a decent man, the real estate industry booming in recent years, earned a lot of money. Also find out the three women, composed of four separate families, and have a child. However, he unfortunately had cancer. In the dying and four children to the hospital bed together, divide family property. At this point, four women have happy feelings?
The woman is a contradiction, all want to put too high a number of kites, but the more difficult to control the higher flight. Therefore, women unnecessary comparisons husband, who's husband money comparisons, comparisons of high office who's husband. Men have their own capability of success factors, but also luck. When looking for objects in the young, women can not predict the future trend of her husband's career, if not by the rich man's standard had to find, in later years would not again pushed higher and higher goals. Happiness is relative, not absolute, is not happy with the size of the house, there are no cars to be measured. The small house, every day between riding a bike, eating bread and water, feeling very sweet, is happiness. Another big house, cars to drive to, but two people are very arrogant, and do not compromise else gets, what happiness to speak of it. Therefore, women looking for an honest part of man, not necessarily a bad thing. Despite earning less, but reliable, do not worry flew away.

Rain scene

Yesterday, under a heavy rain. After the rain, I drove out to work. In passing a crossroads, I found a woman squatting on the road side of the sanitation workers are on the ground with a group of children received scattered sand. Which vehicles might overfill, the sand fell down. Female sanitation workers in that next to the road there are some concave, some water above the deposit. At this time, keep a car passed there, some car drivers are not to rest next to a passing female sanitation workers is not slow, the wheels stirred spray spattered on her. But she was still squatting there, continue to sweep the. I drove slowly beside her passing, take concrete actions to be said about her respect for it.

I think people who drive one by one wearing a neat T-shirt, face Youguangzengliang, looked indeed very noble appearance. Look at the female sanitation workers, dressed in denim overalls, depressed, looking like a low gas. But after the scene, I do not know who is more noble, who is more humble.

Change of contacts

Turned the ancient poems, many look for friends Masterpiece masterpiece. In our well-known in Tang, there Meng's "enemies had Zhuang," Jia Dao's "Poem encounter", Du Fu's "Southern Sun Li turtle in" and Famous. The poem describes the poet, or search the scene when meeting old friends, to express the friendship between friends. In addition, there are many friends and interesting reminiscences. Edited by Nan Liu Yiqing example of "Shi" in such a thing on the record: Wangzi You Home Sanin, night snow, sleep perception, open room life Zhuojiu, looked in all directions Ran. Result from a loss, Yong Zuo Si Hermit Poems. Suddenly recalling Diane Road. Wearing in the quiet, even by boat on the night. The accommodation party to, the door is not made before the return. People asked why, the Neo: "I this Chengxing and line, Xing Jin and back, why see wearing?" Wang Ziyou by boat to see friends. Day and night after that, but he did not knock on the door and turned back, people asked why? Wangzi You replied: "I had to Chengxing away, have fun and go, you see no harm?"

In ancient times, the road rugged, inaccessible. Go travel, there is no convenient time-saving means of transportation, or riding, or boat, or on foot, tracing friends very easily. On the road anywhere from several months to go, many will have to take a few years. So, go out and friends is a major event in life, literati poet must write this experience down, left to posterity many of the psalms. Sparsely populated in ancient times, walk tens of miles still faceless people, meet strangers they overjoyed, cited as a friend. Ming Zhang Dai's "pavilion to see the snow" on the West Lake pavilion was to meet strangers to see the snow scene. "To the booth, two were laying carpet on the seat, a boy and shochu, stove is boiling. See Yuda Xi, said: 'lake then nothing more to this person?' Pull-over with the drink. I drink three cups and strong Do not ask its name, is the Jinling people off this. "


Into the modern society, the human condition has been greatly improved. Communication and transportation convenience, so that people visiting friends and relatives were increasingly difficult. Cell phones, e-mail, QQ chat tool, you can always contact and distant relatives; travel by train, automobile, aircraft, ancient way to go for one year, most people several hours to. Only facilities, visiting friends and relatives Fandao lost poetic, "Tao Huatan thousand feet deep, not as Wang Lun, I love" scenes will be difficult to reproduce, specifically describe the poetry is rare to visit a friend. People do not know why that is busy, busy kids, busy work, busy job title, busy making money. The graduates, far apart, early fashion links, gradually as scholars sparse hair. Unit has an interest in colleagues, to ingratiate themselves with a rare friend. Society of Friends utilitarian strong, not the interests of the kite as disconnected. Among relatives and friends also feel alienation, poor relatives, the door was difficult to rich relatives.

Now many people are on either side, crowded, avoided like the plague. People put ourselves in building high-rise buildings, the separated foot foot, but not met. Lu-yu stranger, never accosted, for fear that the other is a liar or a robbery, do secretly long fist clutching a battle-ready. For insurance, it afar, those who prefer to pay online the invisible friend.

Cultural concerns

After reform and opening up, we know a huge gap between the West. So we started to learn advanced Western culture, and learn advanced Western management experience. However, in the learning process, we have lost self-confidence, seeking to imitate Hong Kong and Taiwan popular culture, blindly worship Western cultural forms, the only following the lead of the United States and other Western countries, led to the location of our traditional culture continue to be eroded, foreign The dominant culture is gradually occupied the stage in our culture.

Such as architecture, from the 80 on behalf of the future, we are the architects of the architectural forms of copying the West, traditional Chinese architectural form of language was abandoned, of reinforced concrete, glass curtain wall construction filled Wei Zhao form of representation of various Cheng Shi. The temptation in the interests of real estate development, there to protect the value of the old, old buildings are constantly being removed. Such a result, our city architectural features gradually disappear. We go where a city, seems to the same city. Foreigners come to China, they most want to see the Great Wall with Chinese characteristics, the Forbidden City, Beijing courtyard, Lishui Town, South, South park, temple city, etc., will not look like replicas of China's modernization construction.

For example, in language, we learn a foreign language to a appropriate position. Language itself but a cultural exchange between nations and ethnic instruments, not divided into high and low status. But we worship huh language to say that leaving the country proud, regardless of need it do not need, people will require foreign language. Children from kindergarten to learn English, even the Chinese do not learn. Students do not learn at school and professional courses, specialized foreign language. One need only say a few foreign languages, to respect or worship. They also said women marry foreigners leaving the country proud, regardless of whether the knowledge and character to the alien. Some foreigners in the country is actually a poor man, only to charge the top grade in China, but on the contrary by our women of all ages.

For example, in the literary arts, traditional Chinese art gradually gave way to foreign literature and art. Drum Beijing, Tianjin Allegro, Hebei Clapper, Henan Opera, Shaanxi Shaanxi Opera, Shandong quick books have not a trace, young people do not see these programs, full ears of rock, Hong Kong and Taiwan pop songs. In CCTV, the audience is hard to see the traditional Chinese art performances, almost all childish RTHK cavity. CCTV some people engaged in cultural hegemony, they like to broadcast what audiences have to see what the Chinese say they are the killer of a little Chinese culture is not an exaggeration.

Such as films, with the recent clamoring to enter the Oscar, the Academy Award for the film industry seems to not get no achievements. So, seeking to imitate the United States, the film, easily spend several hundred million dollars out a large, fancy, patchwork, looks like great scenes, but in fact white water glass. Why do we want to Oscar as our evaluation criteria, why can not we on our own evaluation criteria, we Chinese say Haojiu Xing, and control him say foreigners.

Now, our national lack of self-confidence. In fact, what is the only nation in the world of things, our Great Wall, Terracotta Warriors and Horses is a widely recognized culture is the envy of foreigners, we do not need a guilty conscience. Western culture has his own characteristics, we absorb their strength on the line, there is no need to provide the full.

A watch

A few years ago, I bought a watch, a Swiss-made automatic tables, price is of course much more expensive than domestically produced. The reason to buy this watch, there are two considerations: First, the easy way out. Battery not replaced, with a too long to save money; Second, there is style. An import table deposited in Phnom Penh, inadvertently exposed from the sleeve head, the number of master table can have a little sense of superiority. Indeed both fame and fortune, is a win-win thing.

First two years of the watch is not anything wrong, take the time very accurate. The past year Naoqi the discord, walking allowed, stop stealing from time to time. Sent to the original repair shop a bit, and that no major problems. Do not wear it, wrist empty. Wear it, believing it vain, frightened cause delay. Want to come to think, have a wonderful forward. I was not there a cell phone pocket Mody, and mobile phones from time to time to look at the time, which is equivalent to a watch with a secretary. Actual output is the cell phone, throw the first darken the watch. Although mobile phones are somewhat lopsided, but there is nothing to do, Who let the others are imported from abroad for?