Think of grandma

I sleep environment is generally not critical, to lie down on the, sleep through the morning. Today, train travel, I do not know why the middle of the night awake, tossing in the sleeper on the train wheels "rattle when the" "rattle when the" sound, the door was forced open mind, suddenly brings me back to childhood, think of my grandma.

That was 70 years before and after the home is in a remote rural northeast. My family and grandmother who lived together, grandma family house in the East, my home in Westinghouse. From the moment I can remember playing, our brothers in the care of grandmother grew up. Naughty suffer because their parents fight, it will go to grandma's house and hide, this meal hit even dispense. Grandmother's house we frequented, grandma would always give us some of the goodies. Courtyard ripe tomatoes and cucumbers, Granny will be picked first, given our small Chanmao. What is missing in learning products, such as pencils and notebooks like, grandma will be pulled from his pocket a few cents to me, I went to Le Diandian supply and marketing cooperatives buy it back. The reason I love to learn, to have this performance today, and my grandmother on the support of learning are inseparable.

Grandma was a ingenuity of the people, will Diego gourd, painting over the counter, paper-cut people. Dragon Boat Festival's time to hang the door gourd, Chinese New Year, when the door close to the "safe" word, this is my first recognize Chinese characters. Then I like painting, like calligraphy, carved hanging like money, love reading, and nurturing grandmother has a direct relationship. Grandma can do their own soy sauce, cooking with soy, then fermented, and then I do not know how will be darkened, in a dark soy sauce bucket to Lek, a delicious taste can be.

Grandmother 60 years old, got sick, and now recall that coronary heart disease. Frequent chest pain, occasional vomiting blood. At that time, rural areas lack of medical treatment, but please take a look around the village doctor, drink decoction. Seriously ill when pushed to tens of miles with a car outside the town, hospitals, homes for a few days. Remember that some people recommend something called "adenosine triphosphate" drug, is effective, and family get to dig around, finally bought a box, marked with a box of the future, nor can save grandma's life. Now, I had economic conditions, no matter what expensive medicine, I could afford, and grandmother's illness, what disease is also lot of money, but the grandmother has been gone, people knows very rare.

I sometimes think, different people have different times fate. At that time, the family was poor governance is not onset, life would rely on himself. Current economic conditions are good, ill be able to receive timely treatment, life expectancy will be extended. However, the conditions of my family is OK, but the countryside, people, does it not, and 30 years ago, the same fate as grandma does, I do not know.