2010年8月23日星期一

Studied painting experience

What kind of a child in the growth environment, we learn what kind of things. Example, children who grow up in the country would hoe, a child will grow up in town to eat McDonald's; children who grow up in the business at home will be price increases in the Official Selection of Parents of the children will be gifts.

I was born and grew up in rural areas, more contact is the hammer and sickle, corn millet and the like, exposed to the culture of too little, but they liked to draw, and even affected my future career, wanted to come today, but some sub- logic.

The first exposure to painting, when I entered primary school. The family had made a new wooden cabinet, sent for a painter who painted over the counter. Painter live and eat in our house every day and lay cabinet, with a brush dipped with red and green paint painting peonies and chrysanthemums, painted very bright colors over the counter. This thing in my mind a deep impression, know what it meant to paint. Around fourth grade I was in elementary school when my sister back from school, had a picture of the students, which is drawn sketches and sketches. This gave me this picture to open a window, the original pencil drawing such a picture can be. So, I started shining science, copying the paintings of this painting. Copy of the finished painting, the copy posted on the wall paintings, copying newspaper photos. Other children play after school went to the field, I lie on the kang table at home on the painting. Ah do not know what the basic structure of time, black and white ash ah, ah tone is . This picture I drew a book, and now still preserved. However, I put this album to study painting at the Coban in the daughter of view, evaluation is not high.

Later, in the entrance examination to select satisfactory voluntary, I see and read in college construction projects require some basic drawing, so take it for granted to choose the architectural profession, hit hit hit by mistake, ultimately became the person playing with steel and concrete.

Now, children living in the city is very lucky, want to learn what can be found in professional teacher. Rural children have no such condition, and I do not know how many persons are buried.

A football

I like to watch football, like in Football, and even the national team and tactics I can arrange layout of it, but that will not play, it is always a regret.

About the year-year-old daughter, I suddenly whim, wanted his daughter to play a football the way I practice a basic skills training, give it a try, such as "biography", "shot" of the exquisite and the true meaning. So they went shopping, spent more than 40 yuan money to buy a football. At that time, the soccer price is one-tenth of my salary, only cheaper than professional football a little.

Holding the football, I am elated and daughter went to the house. To the door, I excited by Na not live, we test the foot. I had good footwork, can play are also the two said. While not wishing to kick the strength of this just right, drew a wonderful football arc, vertical mountain walls fly. I do not know how it inch, the wall has a downpipes, gutters have a nail, just hit the nail above the football, fall to spring a few da not jumped. I quickly ran over, picked up and saw a hole in the top bar. Daughter feel something, ask me how that hole in the eye is going on, I hasten to trick that is used to boost the morale of the eye. Daughter said, Dad is not right, how the eyes of two pep ah. No way, I had to actually say, her daughter began to cry. I hasten to coax, that nothing can mend. I ran out and bought a tube of glue, adhesive layers together. Got stick, put a one night, marked the second day air, and her daughter to play outside the playground for a while. Some play more than an hour, the ball deflated, and can not Tixia Qu. Subsequently, each time playing, I simply brought a pump, no gas hit. Kick a few back, a lot of trouble, no interest, no matter which of the following in athletics.

Later, moved house twice, the football I do not know where to go throw up.

2010年8月22日星期日

Go's Interests

Go early to know, is in the early eighties. Then Go Challenge tournament held in Japan, Nie Weiping straight Japanese players, caused a sensation in the country, affecting many people to learn chess.

Remember that a few units of college students, including a learning machine will be under the old Soviet comrades Go. After work, always someone to play chess with him. Out of curiosity, I stood watching from the beginning not understand. Nature of young people are eager to learn, what are interested in, the more the more interesting things that do not know. Thus, several living comrades bought a single step, to the old Soviet comrades some common sense advice, such as what is eyes, what air, what is live and so on, then put up by Na not live. The beginning of the layout, the disc battle, ending Yigai do not know, is a straight line placed in the end, commonly known as pendulum wall. Two people, the next group of spectators, from time to time hothead reached into the board, or to people who are being pushed under the next person battle.

I did some period of time, the level had increased, they quietly buy a few chess books, stole the recipe from Xinxinbaopeng, wanted to master battle assignment. Chess people have a strange psychological, to win at, but too easy to win is not enough, not want, and low hands, so always looking under the old Soviet Union. But the old Soviet Union look at my low level, but would not the next. Later, there is a business trip, only two of us colleagues, I took a pair of chess. Arrives at a hotel after it began again. Let me first chess game four children, the old Soviet Union took advantage of satiated, without a ride a ride, expanded store-opening fly, I just want to eat a piece of the net. But then I had secretly accumulated a period of time, chess has progressed, with resistance and called a piece of the old Soviet chess eat. Su not look old, some embarrassing, to reinvent the wheel, and down the game, the result so I let me win. Since then, I look for the old Soviet Union, the old Soviet Union is not rejected. I won him twice, he always came back to fishing. So, I had the opportunity to exchange blows with him. Two sons from so to allow a child to the points first, gradually, and he is close. At that time, often do not come home from work, and comrades in the unit to play Go, do not suffer less criticism and self-criticism wife.

Later, because of job transfers, to a new unit. Through chess, came in contact with some new fellow chess player. People playing chess in the plate to each other, gain life and death, but chess is finished, it left a deep impression and became friends. Retired and sit, two or three fellow chess player Minato in a pile at large chess, drink, also take a relaxing their music. Recently get older, but also embarrassed channeling outside, and have time to play chess online, very convenient, and his wife do not lie, that have business outside the.

Through chess, can see a person's character. For example fractious people, playing chess would not admit defeat, death Chan rotten play, strong I am full, not leaving a child does not admit defeat, died of chess to side can not, we should also get it live. Tempered hothead, expanded store-opening fast, too easy, How many pieces were eaten by children, it was furious, the pieces of a Huala, to reinvent the wheel. People with high rest, playing chess is not urgent is not slow, tepid, eat dead chess, not anxious to eat, until forced opponents take the initiative to throw in the towel.

Writing itch

Interest on the writing, from the start with a child. I can remember when the Cultural Revolution of the late, that the early seventies. Then the children, there is no literature books to read, especially in rural areas, and no books, and a bunch of kids all day together Feng Pao. Pre-school access to the text, that some brush on the wall slogans, such as the "Da", "Industrial School Daqing", "Down with the × × ×" and the like, also recited over the socialist line, as to what is across the Yellow River, cross the Yangtze River, why should cross the Yellow River, across the Yangtze River also get it. In addition to textbooks, the first contact with the book is the big brother from the town bought two, "Little Red Guards", was a children's literature publications, which have some stories, and some colorful paintings, on view from became interested in the book. To the fourth grade, when recognized more words, to look at some novel, and like "spring wildfire fighting city", "Water Margin", "Romance of Three Kingdoms." Also saw a "Poetry 300," most of the poems by heart. After reading some poetry by learning to accept not live to write poetry. Here are some excerpts the first to write a poem: "Corps soldiers drive large, black soil piled build small dams. Soul Silver Dragon Tour to earth, happy married drainage water." Now look at is not poetry, is doggerel. Passion up, the emulate write a novel, characters are listed in Table apparent seriousness, the idea of the story. Content of the novel is the story of the fighting, is subject to the then feature films and novels such as the film "Tunnel Warfare", "mine warfare" novel "Red Poppy field", "Tongbai Hero" to the effects. Letter document graffiti, write a few pages not written down, the draft has now disappeared. I have a laptop also retained to the present, which records the time I was writing poetry. Sometimes out, self-appreciation, so that her daughter look at her daughter spotted two, say you write the words a child so bad Yeah, it threw side.
High school, I have better language scores, college entrance examination results is also high. Time to volunteer in the newspaper reports of Arts, but his father does not agree that the arts are engaged in political thinking, the future is dangerous, better to learn good science. There were a word, is "to learn physics and chemistry, traveled the world are not afraid", the final report of the building. But today, a look, Polytechnic University of laid-off people either. After school work, mechanical problems all day long Operator, operator structures, human way of thinking has shifted gradually, less romantic temperament, more rational thinking and writing interest in literature went down to the back of the head. On the object when the fixed object to such a writing, a love letter not to write several letters, one hand, and power is gone, too lazy to do it again. To work later, lying on drawing board, housing construction site, an office, tinkering with computers, and occasionally wrote some text, but are some of the final report and papers and the like, are stereotyped writing the article. Now communication is well developed, people have to communicate by phone, best regards, see characters such as the face does not like to write a letter, often written about in the document to sign it, and "have read" "agree" category, then Simple.
In recent years, popular online forum and blog, that really fun read, published an article is easy, do not edit the cap in hand to eat, do not bother to modify the labor editor, a button press, the article on the publication came out. By theoretical calculation, the whole world have the opportunity to see, but it depends on people willing to look. In fact, this is over quickly, or is called self-healing. Published an article, Ge Jitian look, as if they had a baby, out to dry in the sun. No one to see it does not matter, not sell the goods in my possession to eat. I plan to post on the Internet to gather together to issue a unified printing, binding. Press Press called home (not the writer Press). Impression is not written, printed too much at home there is nowhere to put.

Think of grandma

I sleep environment is generally not critical, to lie down on the, sleep through the morning. Today, train travel, I do not know why the middle of the night awake, tossing in the sleeper on the train wheels "rattle when the" "rattle when the" sound, the door was forced open mind, suddenly brings me back to childhood, think of my grandma.

That was 70 years before and after the home is in a remote rural northeast. My family and grandmother who lived together, grandma family house in the East, my home in Westinghouse. From the moment I can remember playing, our brothers in the care of grandmother grew up. Naughty suffer because their parents fight, it will go to grandma's house and hide, this meal hit even dispense. Grandmother's house we frequented, grandma would always give us some of the goodies. Courtyard ripe tomatoes and cucumbers, Granny will be picked first, given our small Chanmao. What is missing in learning products, such as pencils and notebooks like, grandma will be pulled from his pocket a few cents to me, I went to Le Diandian supply and marketing cooperatives buy it back. The reason I love to learn, to have this performance today, and my grandmother on the support of learning are inseparable.

Grandma was a ingenuity of the people, will Diego gourd, painting over the counter, paper-cut people. Dragon Boat Festival's time to hang the door gourd, Chinese New Year, when the door close to the "safe" word, this is my first recognize Chinese characters. Then I like painting, like calligraphy, carved hanging like money, love reading, and nurturing grandmother has a direct relationship. Grandma can do their own soy sauce, cooking with soy, then fermented, and then I do not know how will be darkened, in a dark soy sauce bucket to Lek, a delicious taste can be.

Grandmother 60 years old, got sick, and now recall that coronary heart disease. Frequent chest pain, occasional vomiting blood. At that time, rural areas lack of medical treatment, but please take a look around the village doctor, drink decoction. Seriously ill when pushed to tens of miles with a car outside the town, hospitals, homes for a few days. Remember that some people recommend something called "adenosine triphosphate" drug, is effective, and family get to dig around, finally bought a box, marked with a box of the future, nor can save grandma's life. Now, I had economic conditions, no matter what expensive medicine, I could afford, and grandmother's illness, what disease is also lot of money, but the grandmother has been gone, people knows very rare.

I sometimes think, different people have different times fate. At that time, the family was poor governance is not onset, life would rely on himself. Current economic conditions are good, ill be able to receive timely treatment, life expectancy will be extended. However, the conditions of my family is OK, but the countryside, people, does it not, and 30 years ago, the same fate as grandma does, I do not know.

Toothache feeling after

A few days ago, I killed a toothache, do not look quite passed, and forced herself to go to the hospital. Dentists against light, in my view has some mouth up and down, then start all kinds of bizarre scheduling tool. I watch for to steal a glance, some drills, axes, pliers, screwdriver blade and the like, in my mouth for four hours work, anesthetics, pumping nerves, plus steel piles, filling plastic, such as car repair masters generally dig get. came back, half of the face and some swelling, Zuanxin to pain. weekday meal campaign simple, actually become very difficult. habitual chewing used to the lavish meals, and now touch too scared to touch, others watched the wolf annexing Tiger swallow, his only bowl of gruel.


A friend of mine know that I have a toothache, to comfort me. I said to him, you are now have a good teeth, eat anything, eat anything incense, you're the world's most happy, I'm envious of you. Now, what good things I do not want, into a pile of money, a house, job promotion, I do not want to, just give me a good teeth on the line, let me quickly get something to eat, nothing to eat into ah.

The original, human desire is escalating, just look to health, I eat milk on the line, then eat whole grains, and then later we should eat delicacy. But when you suffer from toothache, you understand what you desire and requirements should be is a little bit, eat fed on the line. Good at finding the happiness you already have, you will always be happy.

The dying years of flavor

I do not know things for the sake of change or the older, more and more light on the years of experience. The best years, or in memory, remain in the distant childhood.
I remember the time in the country, one to the twelfth lunar month, the family began to get busy. Mothers to spend time with cleaning the house, children should wash feet, put on new clothes to do, dress up the next new, walking in the street, people look their total suspicion. Then is steamed rice cakes, steamed BEAN BAG. The yellow rice ground into a face, I remember using a horse-drawn stone, grinding the corn flour mixed with a good surface, in a large bowl, made in the heat kang. Hair Okay, stick a package sitting on the kang BEAN BAG. Neighbors or relatives of the girl will come and help, a group of people sitting together, chatting and laughing. Wrap, and put the pot steaming, after starting out on the curtains on the outside get freeze up, this winter will not need to steam up. Then that package frozen dumplings. And on a large pan of flour, and then, and on a large pan of stuffing, wrapped up on the outside also freeze up and are cooked breakfast each day in the first month frozen dumplings. To 28, his father began to dig the yard out of frozen pork, place of cold water, and then on the pot. Back home, Yixian curtain, watching his mother in the ground past men working on the house hot steam steaming, the aroma flutter from the children's feelings on the excitement, eagerly looking forward to good things to eat. New Year's Eve night, a group of people sit together, dumplings, he stayed to listen to crosstalk. The family had no television to watch, if any, and watch the Spring Festival Evening stars Dance Macabre, not to the ancestors for the shell-shocked. The only entertainment is to play a poker, or to provide a lantern outside the sect, a club into the West family out, marching on the road of snow, spot squash. Who started to go to relatives stopping by, to the elders to pay, and knock a header into the corner will be the second angle ranging from New Year's money. Pear fruit to eat is frozen, the best drink is tea. However, there is a little special year, a relative brought home two bottles of cider, while adults out of the martial arts, my brother and stealing wine, taste sweet, drink up and can not be stopped, the result flushed drinking, waiting, lying kang Shuileyitian. Although the poor then, but still flies all joy.
Back in town after the New Year feeling light year after year. Pockets are not short of money, buy a lot of things, but do not want to do, basically to buy ready-made. To buy several bags of frozen dumplings, the restaurant, in the refrigerator, is not required to package frozen dumplings. Building to the people do not know, you go to someone's New Year? Put a firecracker, but also to find a place for fear of fire, fear of surprise to others. To the child's New Year's money, not the corner of the second corner, but 1 000 2000, will not lead to a head knock. Children do not walk around carrying a lantern, or played computer games, or sitting in front of the television and Jay training nunchakus.
I think that is a kind of happiness and hard experience, is compared to exist, is not absolute, is relative. When you do not realize that hard when you're happy. When you work with their limited income, carefully calculating the buy something, gusto to eat, that is the most happy. Even if you have a lot of money, you talk to buy, buy things piling up, but you can not feel how delicious these things, nor do I feel so happy.
Next year, I never been to an annual account to the countryside.