Recalling family can not

Friends of Little Su song to my phone send a text message: "have a good summer cloud, Reading for hot, end of Lin rain of roof bath soak." They wrote in the next section, the four seasons are invited to visit Shin Shin karaoke red box, like you The song "Funeral Flowers whisper."
The rare summer high temperature pressure top, like a stove Shilu mountain. Song of the rotation Zuozhuang faithful literary friends to open boxes in the air under the summer heat will sing with the tone deaf to have fun there. See original text is not a small-Su, I do not know where he came clever diversion of the title song with me, "mourner whisper" thread with quite a lot of heart to lift up my heart. He knew that I exploit any tiny opening break from busy (nostalgia) of writing, it is actually lost and the discrete family of crazy looking, almost forgotten them this summer.
Pack of tired, I write my family hometown of redemption of that something, some people look more tired, there has literary friends said, he writhed in his house were overturned, and sent naked on the floor mirror. The strange thing is I hear not feel the face, not with his playing of imported water fights, I was born with this attachment. Years of the maze will make the most distended faint clear head, may be regarded as family nostalgia is a story of dry Zhi, I still recall with deep feeling to go to the stroke.
Remember when I am envious of Exposition of home every day with meat, but meat Exposition of the struggle for the dinner table often fights with his brother, once his brother was almost blind with chopsticks tick the Exposition of the eye poke. Look at our home, sweet potato porridge with salted radish, a person eating Zizi flavored, sometimes porridge is not enough, you push me to always leave the smallest. Why Exposition of families with meat still noisy, my family would like to eat sweet potato porridge happy. I asked my mother, my mother said that he things I'm not there, our family it is we love each other. Then I finally understood what her mother love each other, is a great heavy word, called the family. Whether people had the money to the rich family on the forgotten, the poor family love to know how to weight. Earth this book has not framed this law, but in our early age has been nourishing our family life.
I was able to drink half a catty peanuts with a few grains of wine's uncle said, You did, the poor family a blessing.
Yesterday evening. My wife in front of the back of my Rehan Zizi said, you write something, I do not listen to TV sound can look at, but ask you not to smoke, just a few days before Secretary of big tobacco when the Chen died, who got less than three months before and after lung cancer was gone. His wife said that if he got a paralysis can also drag in 2035 looked at him, others did not, even the extension can not hear the chirping of the heart was hollowed. My wife said, was a stroke of the letter should father paralyzed in bed for three years and three children outside, an official of the government officials, and business to do business, not a children accompanied only affect only a single letter should tan, 3 day two tears, really good sad. My wife's remarks, gently out of this world in trust by portraying all entangled with the family with the cause. The former left endless pain, the helplessness of the latter can not tell. Sometimes family is so memorable is so pale no blood.
I remember the age of seven, in the street. One woman took my hand, smile pulled me into a sewing shop. Give me a set of clothes that cut, in white blue pants. His tailor that I was her young child, young children has never been through such clothes, to tailor made prettier. Tailor a look is insane married woman four-aunt, half-hearted with his hand waving out of the store. I did not know that was a crazy four-aunt, her year-old drowning death of young children on neurological disorders. Said the mother, even a madman do know that his son new clothes, give him a happy smile, not to mention we are a hey man.
I more than once reminded me who rely on half-baked marinated chicken pieces craft earn money for my school's uncle, his illness and death due to excessive drinking when I was just about five kilometers away from home training new Tuen recruitment examination. Mother important recruitment examination, fear of affecting me, and obstinately Heng Xiaxin unfortunate not to my uncle told me the results I have any political problems because of the family managed to get high scores are not accepted, my uncle died, can not look at him. Childhood uncle loves me most, I sit a lot riding on his shoulders to his neck and Mama wet, he said it was happy haha boy alcohol. Think of my uncle was very ill, I could not feed him on a lifelong regret of imported water. I, family-oriented mother in this matter is silly, I dare not think about her mother bake more pain over the heart scar.
Really, I do not know I was such a devout family, somewhat of pure, transparent, up view to bare out what is wrong. I am even convinced that only the poor to nourish the family home, our brothers and eight sisters, childhood has never quarrel scolded a bad language, never to fight for what legacy left by their parents. Help make life difficult for the decent, more understanding and tolerance and promote harmony. Mother used to say, I am happy in this life is not the most return five hundred eight cub moon moon cake box of fish interest, nor is it to write my articles Ling child on the newspapers, but the big bubble in the bitterness inside of you, in my old, you still alive one by one, will not start me again, will not let my hair people who sent hair. These words of the mother is much better, with affection and peace is the greatest happiness.
Salvage happiness in our lifetime, in fact, with the silent sound, tangible and intangible happiness, the ever-ubiquitous space in the years to patronize us. Little Su k in the box is a happy song, I cured a Paste in the clinic is happy winning the lottery is a kind of happiness is a blessing to catch up with a woman, college entrance examination in the list is happiness, built a new home also a kind of happiness, all these. However, the mother of such words being the truth, natural, simple, pure, timeless. People are all very frustrating.
Suddenly remembered a famous quote on happiness: "Do not put your happiness in other people's sufferings." Appears to be very Shun Liu of the word, but the world to see the mundane world, few people can answer one of the true meaning? Truly understand the happiness of the people will also think of its opposite, that is, unfortunately, difficult and painful. Between them is an experience the transformation. Are the real life in the past. Only in this way have a complete life.
Allow me to confuse affection and happiness in this hot heat of summer, or give us a cool.