With my whole life to forget（三）

19 years old I started doing "Tender is the Night," when this song is my Pianwei Qu. I am anxious to call high-Rong, but forgot to tell her. Only to hear her message and Hasty happy to be married.
And wound up, I just graduated from college, refused to do a little accounting, given a free hand to move the accounts and working relationship, the city rented the edge of the Bedroom, empty, house, I threw several large cushions on the floor, with the sit with the lying. Ji Zhi Tao bottle picked up the wild thorns, greenish yellow old green. Rely on their savings to buy a CD machine and can drink the crystal cup of black tea to start my career.

The start of the most hard to get, in a strange city, do not understand dialect, no money, no friends, be unreasonable in the ways of the world, but also the most ugly when puberty. 19-year-old birthday penniless in torrential rain in the radio to go in the program said, "do a Pianfei of a crane, fly across the Han Ku's Life"

Only the old saying this will not get laughed at. The dignity of their own youth.

South wind the sea the rain fall will rise day, sitting in the house, but also that force people to come Azeri night could not control the mood completely, see the end of an ordinary fairy tale that "beyond a happy day, every night safe" also desperate tears.

So hold nightly radio program, eager for the warmth of popularity that point. And among them many strange stories, all counting on sound subduction figure, the most secret of the mind can pour. One night without electricity and the dark listening to the radio Lim, Singapore's "point of a light heart," he terse, "Rather than curse the darkness than light lights"

Yes. Decided to make the midnight show.

Radio is placed in the weekend nights 4 hours Huaguxi. I volunteered to do a live program files, active Otherwise wages and pains racked lobby leaders, "put the tape could save a man Yeah right," has finally been agreed, to name a few, are all too deliberately. Director essay changed "Tender is the Night" is precisely the name of Fitzgerald's novel.

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Not all of a sudden breeze came, no high blue sky, fall so romantic rain in the beginning. I resigned Quwang Beijing - Beijing Broadcasting Institute with a notice, just enough money, face unclear future and 22-year-old age.